daisyloo

daisyloo @ 2009-11-12T19:26:00

2009-11-13T00:26:27Z

and I find myself in the same situation as journal entry of February 24, 2009 @ 06:34 pm.

open your eyes!

2009-04-14T03:54:53Z

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

daisyloo @ 2009-03-22T19:18:00

2009-03-22T23:27:12Z

I drown myself in too much substance, too often.

~~ohmygoodness.~~

daisyloo @ 2009-03-11T16:19:00

2009-03-11T20:38:39Z

With time we become more graceful as well as inept.
Oh how it fucks with us.

loves

2009-03-01T22:38:59Z

Puppy.

Also, it is supposed to snow!

ohhhh &

2009-02-25T00:56:03Z

p.s.

mogwai in april!!
^.^

If only,

2008-12-27T07:12:14Z

I could afford this:

Then my search for the perfect handbag would be complete!

hibernation...

2008-12-02T03:47:18Z

mmmmm

2008-10-23T23:07:36Z

I watch the office way too many times a day.
but I swear I would give almost anything to be Pam

reasons below:

the least I could do is be her for Halloween. If only I could find myself a Jim?
hmmm ;)

Things to look forward to...

2008-09-24T23:00:23Z

With fall comes an abundance of love and/or the love of life. Leaves change, people change, (clothes and attitudes!) and the air breathes somewhat uncannily. The smell of pumpkin, spices, and whatever the wind may carry makes any girl want to pick up her things and go on a shopping spree or just sit with her girlfriends, candles & coffee, laughing about the most minuscule ideas and imaginations. God how I have grown, for the better, but my love of this season and what follows is perpetual as well as unbearable.
I move into a new house next week and whomever would like to accompany me on this "seasonal joy ride" is more than welcome to stop by and we'll see where the magic takes us.

Life as of today,,,,,,,

2008-04-02T06:06:44Z

Boring, non fulfilling, needs motion, needs excitement, needs to get out of greensboro, needs to stop being consumed by work, needs to spend more time sleeping, poor, needs more music, needs more books, MUST have school (my mental capabilities are diminishing) needs less stress, needs XBOX liveeeee, new car, hair, toothbrush, couch, rug, etc. etc.!

Someone come over and help me solve these problems.

Rain... Raining... Reigning...

2007-10-26T23:29:03Z

There is something about falling asleep in a man's grasp that is flawless.
Get it. Got it. On to say. If I could find an explanation for the reason I am overworked, overslept, but never overjoyed, then I would know why I made my bed the way I did this morning and why it takes me a bajillion trys to light a cigarette. Guess I will never know.
I have settled for worse.

another thought,
**Who remembers when Fredandy used to walk around in his skimpy tight g-strings?
Well I do.

AUG 25th= PATBENETAR4ME.

2007-06-08T02:38:07Z

Besides having a sore throat and a weak body(thanks for the cold ashley!), so far this summer has been pretty damn amazing. I love the "family" and our perpetual alcohol intake. Right now this feels pretty damn good, despite a few quarks and bothers. I hope the rest of these scorching months unwind for the best. When August comes this means a whole new feeling all over again, and I am hesitantly waiting. So until then I shall occupy my time with 6 packs, screwdrivers at 3 in the afternoon, and Jim's drunken rambling.

oh yeah, and I get to see some Benetar. mmmhmm.

Are all men the same?

2007-03-27T13:07:53Z

Yeah so he definitely messed up this time. I really need to clear my head. I hope that next fall I will not have all the worries and problems that I have right now. Thinking about that excites one!
Well, off to Biology.

daisyloo @ 2007-05-05T10:45:00

2007-03-08T14:44:11Z

NC State or UNCG?
feedback please.

daisyloo @ 2007-05-04T15:45:00

2007-03-07T19:45:12Z

I must go to Africa!

??????????

2007-02-14T16:02:31Z

Love is boring when it is inactive.
I cannot eat any of this candy these people keep offering me.
Where is my Valentine?
Screw this Holiday.

on the subject of science.

2007-02-07T14:43:49Z

MR. SIR.
YOUR ACTIONS HAVE IMPOSED A WORLD-WIDE CRISIS. ONE IN WHICH THE PEOPLE, MY PEOPLE, ARE UNDER ATTACK. ONCE IT GETS AROUND, THERE WILL BE NO ONE LEFT. HOW DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL SIR? CAN YOU SLEEP WELL AT NIGHT KNOWING PEOPLE ARE DYING. I HOPE NOT.

Because in the end, when all that is left is your sanity, even that my dear will become lost.

PURPLE PASSION FOR THE DYING FOLK, THAT IS ALL.

yawn.

2007-02-05T20:08:26Z

I need some sleep. And a big bowl of fruited loops.

ok.

2007-01-24T14:40:05Z

What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.

I don't want to feel like I'm losing something, but I do. Everything seemed like yesterday's news, until recently. I wish I could change everything for the good but we all know how impossible that would be. Maybe small steps. Maybe I should just not even try. That would classify me as a quitter and I don't recall being destined to become one of those.
Oh, the subject of love. I see people wither away from much greater troubles than what he is enduring, but he insists that his is the greatest. I wish I could get through to him, you know? It feels like I get very close and then he just jets off to something new and leaves me in the wind. I don't know.
On a lighter note my birthday is tomorrow. I am pretty excited about that. My friend justin is going to buy me a piercing, woo hoo. Nice kid. Ha, the hardest thing with my birthday this year is that my mom doesn't know how to make a vegan cake, and nowhere in Hellfax can make them. Oh well. There's a first for everything.

grrr.

2007-01-08T14:53:29Z

Why do people behave the way they do? Someone please fill me in on the secret of mankind's gratuitous behavior.

daisyloo @ 2006-12-20T09:52:00

2006-12-20T14:52:49Z

Wow, Christmas is nearly here and it has all happened so fast. People don't take the holidays as serious as they used to. Kind of depressing. Kind of expected. I remember being little when every minuscule detail about Christmas stuck to me. I wish it was like that now. Lately I've been too busy to even sit down and realize, "hey, it's Christmas time!" People keep reminding me how it's creeping up. Soon as we know it, it'll all be over and back to the boring, dull, hatred lives people are used to leading. Pathetic right?

And yes, it is about time for a new year to come around. 2007 will be an exciting year. I hope to endure just as many mishaps, loves, adventures, troubles, and everything else that builds me up and makes me the stronger, more knowledgeable person that I wish to be. I hope things will change dramatically, but for the best. Until then, I shall wait impatiently, and hope to get good SAT scores when they come in tomorrow!

I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas, and a very, very Happy New Year!

daisyloo @ 2006-11-27T09:45:00

2006-11-27T14:45:21Z

I need a quick way to earn lots of money. Hm?

daisyloo @ 2006-11-17T09:40:00

2006-11-17T14:40:09Z

Smoked tons of cigarettes in the past couple of days. Keep getting hung over by restless nights. Stress mostly. Finally got out of the shitty repetition last night. His arms around my waist, watching lucero, singing....I wish nights like that could go on forever. He makes everything seem worth while.

daisyloo @ 2006-11-09T09:18:00

2006-11-09T14:18:38Z

I am mentally and physically exhausted.